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I Dont Want To Die I Just Dont Want To Exist

I Don't Want to Die. 
I Just Don't Want to Exist.

Ive been looking for the right word to explain my situation.
I speak before I think sometimes
I don't listen often to what people say
I make mistakes because my heart wants something and I act to quickly

I'm not sure what I should do
My parents yelled at me again asking what did you do know.. what did you think
Well did you think before you acted on it?
No

I'm hurting inside 
My insides are sore
I feel like crying 
tears aren't worth it anymore.

I stay unhappy all the time and I'm not coping anymore

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Chris Green Date: 12/18/2018 9:53:00 AM Very sad and lonely poem, but to those who read it and perhaps feel the same, it tells them they are not alone in this battle and neither are you. Login to Reply

Phil Capitano Date: 12/18/2018 7:36:00 AM I know how this feels, Elizabeth, we get into a phase we can't get out of no matter how hard we try. Here's the thing; you're not strange or even abnormal...you are perfectly human with all your imperfections and at some point things will fall into place and you'll wonder how it happened. Stay strong, stay alert and keep caring about people. Namaste. Login to Reply