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I Don'T Want To Bleed

I Don't Want To Bleed

Written by D.W. Breidenthal (J. W. Earnings)

I don't wanna leave without you
I don't wanna lose my head...
I don't wanna bleed without you...
I want you to burn away my dread.... 

I can feel eyes on me...
And I'm reminded of past poverty
I start to bleed and heart pumps rapidly with anxiety

I can see you through the glass
I know our love will never last...
I can see you by my side in the reflection of the water
I can still sense your presence and you reflect my shameful past
That I would rather drop off at a nearby trash bin...but you are running too fast

And yet you still won't let go of our past sorrows and thoughtless decisions
I thought you had the balls to fulfill our desirable missions
I still see you in my dreams...
in my midnight visions

Our love was my drug and my heroin...but you gave in (to your heart's desire)
I was addicted to your blissful love...I was drunk off of the love Potion
'Cause you were my plastic admiration

I can see you in my dreams... sometimes it makes me feel so damn upset
'cause
I don't want to breath without you
I don't want to face my fear
I don't live ANYMORE
I don't want to leave you behind...I just don't wanna bleed again

I know our love was a temporary satisfaction..
I can see you by my side...every where I go. I have a feeling you are  not over me yet
I can still sense your presence and you reflect my wrong actions
I've committed in the past...but you ought to forgive me and give me one more chance

Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2013

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Duke Beaufort Date: 7/13/2013 12:45:00 PM David, I know the feeling. These relationships can be very toxic to us. Ouch. However, isn't it funny that part of us seems to want more even though it is not healthy? You have very good instincts and I believe you will do very well on the "human exchange". Login to Reply

Roger Hadden Date: 7/7/2013 1:18:00 PM Very beautiful and I loved every exceptional word of this beautiful piece of writing. Roger Dale Hadden. Login to Reply J.W. Earnings Date: 7/7/2013 3:34:00 PM Awwh. I'm flattered. Thank you *bows*. I'll check out your poems in a couple of weeks, kay? Kindah busy these days...tho it's summer break. Have a genius week...ta-ta!