I Do Need You Lord, But Why

Forsaken prayer time, as shattered mirrors
retract horrid rapes, bullets, suicide
misses and deadly kisses evoke shame
in halls etched with bloody sins, again; I
cannot pray away the stench of forlorn
choices and voices of disgust, I trust
no man, I understand the flesh detest
righteousness-best suited for the accused.

Yet, I refuse to seek the meek will God
founded before the foundation of the 
a world, before Adam and Eve thus walked
and the serpent still stalks weak vows allowed
to ponder vacant hearts unsaved, unscathed
bathing in ridicule for so long; so-
long I search with remorse the course I took
The love I forsook, the book I need now.

Now my lungs expand with praise raised to fly
As heaven resonates with Holy cries!

Holy is the Lamb of God...Praise our God!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Evans Avatar
May 7, 2018 at 5:14 AM
Really like this poem. The line "I cannot pray away the stench of forlorn choices and voices of disgust" is lovely and so aesthetic.
Robinson Jr. Avatar
May 2, 2018 at 11:41 AM
Beautiful praise poem, Sona! Lift your pen voice high and keep on singing, Alleluia. Love and more love always.
Breedt Avatar
April 4, 2018 at 1:36 AM
Hi Sona, you are truly gifted and I think this is excellent.
Wilae Avatar
April 5, 2018 at 6:46 PM
Thank you Jannie.
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