I did it all myself


There was a time when I truly thought you stole,
everything from me
The intense  pain reached deeper than anything imaginable
There were so many losses
There were so many lies
There was so much that I couldn't do anything about,
as you went on and on with hurricanes of manipulation and control
It took a long time to learn that this would never change
It took a long time to learn to find my own peace
It took years to overcome the baragment of guilt you put upon me
But I am here now and I will never go back
I see everything that I have, everything I am grateful for
I didn't need you to do a thing; I did it all myself

9/12/26

Heidi Sands

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Etgen-Baker Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 4:29 PM
congrats on your strength and fortitude!
Sands Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 5:50 PM
Thanks so much Sara ! I appreciate your kind comments :)
Goldsmith Avatar
September 12, 2026 at 1:38 PM
I enjoyed reading your powerful write. I can feel your pain here. Yes, never go back. Always be grateful. For life is one huge school. I have learned to let God take care of them. I now just walk away. Great Ending.... Hugs... Have a Very Blessed Weekend Writing Away................
Sands Avatar
September 12, 2026 at 1:44 PM
Thank you very much Paula. Blessings :)
Sands Avatar
September 12, 2026 at 10:59 AM
Submitted : 9/12/26
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