I Decided To Chose Me

Your obsession for me made me drift away I don't know why in the world you think I would stay Missed called and unanswered text You should have known that my mind was not your sexual context I let you in a few months ago Now I put you on death row Not to kill you in a dramatic phase But to free you from me Because you thought You had me star gazed Little did you know this could never be While during sex you say you love me I sit down to have a conversation To make sense of this situation I told you that you would bring out frustration Just give me my emancipation I dare not to engage you again because The real reason you don't have a job due to you being a felon Push through the controlling nature of this man Made me feel less than human I took a stand for myself for once Now you leave and said you're missing out an lucky one So I say good bye and close the door Look down and received a text saying "didn't you want more" Im glad the door is closed Lordy up above knows How to fill me to strike a pose In a spiritual place to be free I looked upwards towards heaven an finally found me