I Cry Not Bitter - But Everyday a Bit

Even in garden's liveliness i feel lonely I don't cry bitter but i do cry everyday a bit I see the garden whenever it's empty My heart feels scared along with it But whenever a beautifull flower blossoms It irritates me a lot and makes my heart burn grim And as i watch it only one thing crosses my mind Though far parted but in memories I'm still with him Oh I wish just once would he have glance back at me Just once he only if for me had he desired at all Maybe my restless heart would have found peace Maybe a flower would have blossomed in my soul I would have learned May be the art of living like him Maybe I could have a new color in my life too Maybe I had been a bit more satisfied Maybe the fire inside me didn't grew Buy he never turned back to glance even once But He didn't give me a a chance even once Hardly do my days or nights cut in pain His lost words and gossips recall again I remember sunlight shining through his eye It Makes my eyes wet .. it makes me cry Every second of time still longs his presence Every second my heart still misses his essence