I Crushed

Once the light was lit, and my eyes could envision I wanted, I sought, I longed for I craved to have a taste, a taste of my darling you My heart flinched, I so crazed about you Being at the sight of you was like rainbow falling upon me I stared and thought, always of you all over my mind In your absence, I felt you were present I sneaked out to stare at you, even without your notice I loved to innocently stalk you I appeared everywhere you were, like it wasn’t intentional I was just that romantic, troublesome girl How deep was your love! I wanted to explore I wish I knew you more I wish I learned your heart I wanted every piece of you, and I’m sure you secretly did It was written all over you, I could smell it just miles away You knew how sweet I was, I could tell you knew, With the look in your eyes So heavy on me but you couldn’t let out I hid this for long And only burned with passion I knew what you wanted, and just was ready to give But were you ready to receive? The closer I drew, the farther you drifted But yet my thoughts still lingered, all through you I could see You left me craving, Craving for something so tasteful but I could never taste Never seen a guy so passionate, never seen a dude so dreamy You were handsome, spiced with all deliciousness, your juicy lips I tripped for You were was soft all over Even the words you spoke, I melted at each one of them I used to wonder, when was it going to be real? My heart was wearing away When was I going to feel your touch When were my lips gonna lock yours When was I gonna be with you, and it would just be us in our little world Lazing up in your arms, just U and I together forever You were my oh! my everything We were so close, but yet so far apart Now where have you suddenly gone? It saddens me to remember, that as much as I loved to own you Your ‘Eve’ was somewhere around All the while we admired And just like whirlwind, it struck me that you were gone to be with her Leaving me love barren, and completely broken How great I thought it would be But what could I have done? I finally had to let go, and get back to reality For you were just was never mine The owner was back to claim, what unknown to me she’d been keeping 'Back to real life girl', I’d only been crushing!!!