I Couldn'T Pull Through

I had an idea Oh with it what to do I listened I listened I listened To this and to that I couldn't pull through It's you, you are the one who stops me with fear and self doubt Ridiculing and cruel But are you in front of me or inside of me I squint through hazy shades of turmoil I do I do I can't I want I can't pull through I tread but my head is pulled downward with heavy ropes of dark gravity My wings were cut Oh what it is to ourselves we say and do The will to change to see it through But not meant for today I just couldn't pull through