I Can Take

When will my future be brighter? When will I be happy again? When will this emptiness go away? When will this Pain be done? Oh people say that I have it made. But yet those people don't know, what I went though. Properly they will never know. If I can take one year, yes only one year, and never remember it again. I would wish to forget this year. When hell broke loose, and lost the closest things I held. Now their gone and I'm here rotting away. From the inside out. Wish something would change, and I would get a hand. To pull me away from, this hellish place I call home. Just hope soon I can leave this hell, and go to better things. I just hope it won't be the same, and hell might follow me along. Oh I wish I can find my home but when? Oh I wish I can feel hole! but when? Oh I pray its soon. I don't know how much more I can take.