I Am Undone

She breathes heavily The sand bag rocks tilts it stops she chokes gasping engulfing wisps of air Sweat running down her body She screams love me he says Smiling She laughs She looks down To the her torn and bloodied knuckles A ring that was required upon her hand The diamond smeared with scarlet blood Tears stream down her face She eyes the gym It's Empty her mouth begins to move She mumbles Why ! why! Why did I agree?...!!! She walks away from the sand bag She enters the gyms bathroom her minds contemplation beyond the control of containment shouting ... screaming... What is it...!!! uggghhh im to afraid to convey even share its this its that its this secret What im doing it is wrong… her body trembles I don’t love him…!!! Remember Remember The money …. Im, just doing it for the money….!!! Father said ... Father said.... The consumption of her guilt Its Reigns it embeds through out her heart Throughout her mind I told father ....??!!! I had been undone I have been undone I am undone The angel he had dissented the demon he emerged she looks at herself in the mirror her blues eyes filled of water she bends down she covers her face with her hands she screams I am undone