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I Am Undone

She breathes heavily
The sand bag
rocks
tilts
it stops
she chokes
gasping
engulfing wisps of air
Sweat running down her body
She screams
love me he says
Smiling
She laughs
She looks down 
To the her torn and bloodied knuckles
A ring that was required upon her hand
The diamond smeared with scarlet blood
Tears stream down her face
She eyes the gym
It's Empty 
her mouth begins to move
She mumbles
Why !
why!
Why did I agree?...!!!
She walks away from the sand bag
She enters the gyms bathroom
her minds contemplation
beyond the control of containment
shouting ...
screaming...
What is it...!!!
uggghhh 
im to afraid to convey even share
its this 
its that
its this secret
 What im doing it is wrong…
her body trembles 
I don’t love him…!!!
Remember 
Remember
The money ….
Im, just doing it for the money….!!!
Father said ...
Father said....
The consumption of her guilt 
Its Reigns it embeds
 through out her heart 
Throughout her mind
I told father ....??!!!
I had been undone
I have been undone
I am undone
The angel he had dissented 
the demon he  emerged
she looks at herself in the mirror 
her blues eyes filled of water
she bends down 
she covers her face
with her hands
she screams
I am undone

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