I Am Tired

I am tired of trying I am tired of loving the wrong man Iam tired of struggling to pay for this house I am tired They say stay positive ...about what ? No money .. just struggling to stay alive What to stay positive for I have run out of options I have no great ideas No ones coming to save me I am tired I stop answering the phone I am tired of people thinking I have it all together..."I DON'T" I am tired I just need one break ...just one good news..just one person to say here take this ...just one kind hand of hope ...just once Yes I need a handout...just one time I am tired of working hard I am tired of hearing a man say 'I love you" then leave 'It will work out" I am tired of hearing it will work out I just want it to work...the first time Sorry but I am tired of this life It will get better ...for who ...you I am tired.