I Am So Scared

I am so scared of being impaired as I grow old
I am so afraid of not taking a bath unless I'm told

I dread feeling confused, not right in my head
I balk at the thought of forgetting to go to bed

I feel anxious at the thought of not recognizing my babies
I don't want my brain to not know ifs from maybes

I fear the unknown with every breathe and bone
Inherited propensity, take measures to postpone

Bad stuff still happens, no matter what we do
But still must try before brain turns to goo
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Hoffman Avatar
February 28, 2017 at 7:03 PM
I know what you mean Jeanie; it would be horrible to get dementia/alzheimers! Great thought provoking poem!~Che :)
Bennett Avatar
February 28, 2017 at 8:24 PM
Thanx again Che !! TY for reading and commenting !! You are so sweet !! ~~Jeanie ~~
Pran Avatar
February 28, 2017 at 4:29 PM
Hope never die, No matter what happened, over come that bravely. :)
Bennett Avatar
February 28, 2017 at 4:34 PM
Thank you for reading Ali !! Always HOPE !! ~~ Jeanie ~~
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