I Am Not Going To Cry - Sequel To Stupid Love

I AM NOT GOING TO CRY The soul of my eyes have been wet for years, Crying a river of invisible tears. Thank God an Angel has been sent from above ? Never again feeling the Stupid Love. (Don Juan Williams 1-9-09) Such a sweet sexy woman I’ve wanted for quite awhile; Until I saw her I would hardly ever smile: Thanking God for her night and day, Something I’ve never been known to pray. That is where my happiness started….. And this is where my happiness ends. Before this ink could even dry I felt tears forming inside my eyes She is just like the woman, rather – female before Just another lying, hurtful, heartbreaking, crack head whore. Even as I tried to put the past behind And move forward with my life The same heartbreak right back in my face This time she was to be my wife. I almost feel like dying…. Why do I deserve to be done this way? I am patient, faithful, honest, understanding and the best lover they say. But they also said they loved me but…. I guess they loved crack more. As many as may come and go, why won't love come to my door.? Broken heart over and over ever more? I am not going to cry…… Should I kill my heart and feelings, smiling with a heart like stone? Here and there, everywhere I lay my hat is my home? Even in a crowd will I always be alone? What’s left after the love is gone? My heart is broken…… I felt an arrow I thought was from cupid. I thought my love was through feeling stupid. But this time I won’t cry a river of tears My eyes are still swollen from the other years. I am not going to cry……… ©Don Juan Williams 5-30-09 Stupid Love 1-9-09, ©Don Juan Williams