I Am Not a Lamb

A Wolf...A Lamb...A Wolf Forgetting myself...started with me To be sweet, to be quiet...to fit in. Conformity! Impress by agreement. A Lamb I could be. Convince all my thoughts; Copacetic is me *So it began... My best thought is, I'm at peace. I'm content. Be positive! I can do this! Be like a lamb. Softly; I'm a breeze. Calm in my soul. Gently I'll allow, only good thoughts to flow Small, inconspicuous... I'll learn, it's me Just nod in unison, always agree. *I am a Lamb... My favorite thought is; I'm about love, not despair. Quiet my being. Silently there. My thoughts do whisper, a pleasing hushed ease 'I am not conflict' For lambs, only, please. What?!! *I am a Lamb. My finest thought is; I'm wonderfully bright. As a golden suns warmth slowly softens my light. Embrace others truths, as they are my own. So they won't see it, I can't be alone. Suddenly. I feel like a liar!...A cheat! Conforming isn't me! My own thoughts rise, to defeat. Forcing their way, repossessing my soul I am 'not' a lamb kept under control! Fueling my mind, with courage and might. My confidence is back! Submission won't fight. *I am 'Not' a lamb. My true thoughts are; I'll regain what's been sold. Get back my old self, feel enlightened and bold. My thoughts are not truths! What I believe, is my right! My true self is brave! Be damn sure, I will bite! *I Am a Wolf My only thought now is; I'm seeing me, so clear. I am 'not' a Lamb, I'm a Wolf without fear! To deviate or follow. To protest or agree. My thoughts are my own! To decide, up to me *I AM a wolf! Now, I am genuine. Honest and free. I'll behave as I choose, I've re-found the true me! I will brown nose to no one or be a doormat for love. Take me or leave me, herein and above. I'll be contented and scrappy, 'cause that's who I am! Definitely a Wolf. Not particular to Lamb. I Will not comply I Will not lie down I Will not go quietly I Will not submit I Will not roll over I Will not shut up I Am Not a Lamb!