I Am Mentally Ill

Some say I am bewitched
Others believe that I am cursed
Many think I have gone mad
But what they don't know is that I am mentally ill.

I did not choose to be this way
And I did not ask for this
Neither did I wish to be like this
It just came to me just as it might come to you

It makes me see things others don't see
It makes me hear voices others don't hear
At times I become so aggressive that i just want to fight
At times I become so depressed that i just want to be alone.

People have developed fear towards me
While others make fun of it
Some lock me up because they say I am an embarrassment 
Only few understand me

My wife I have lost
That even my family have distanced themselves
Because they say I am crazy
They say I have lost my mind...

But what they don't know is that i am mentally ill
And all I ask for is support
With tolerance as my need
To bear with me for I am still a human being.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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April 2, 2016 at 2:17 PM
made me cry, it is so, in this life. thank you for writing on this. i know, what it means. keep going!
T Matlala Avatar
April 5, 2016 at 3:01 AM
Salamander I thank u so much, the beat goes on
Allison Avatar
April 1, 2016 at 6:21 AM
A heartfelt poem which I am sure there are many that can sympathise with you Chris - keep writing and channel your emotions through your creativity:-) hugs jan xx
Allison Avatar
April 1, 2016 at 7:36 AM
:-) hugs Jan xx
T Matlala Avatar
April 1, 2016 at 7:35 AM
Jan Allison, thank you so much..I am inspired
Spagnola Avatar
April 1, 2016 at 5:21 AM
Chris, I relate more than you know...Stay strong my friend...with love, jill
T Matlala Avatar
April 1, 2016 at 7:38 AM
Wow Jill, thank u so much my friend , your words keeps me moving
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