I Am Here Beside You

Why can’t I trust in you? Why can’t my muse do so? I sit down in woe Why haven’t you a clue? Why don’t you know my abuse though? Who knows I am forever lost without you near I will bear your hardships, my dear Why do I have trust issues? Why do I go so much down the road to nowhere? Why do I roam in my muse When there’s nothing to spare? Do you even care? The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… Listen to my muse… You’ll see that I am blue If only you knew the abuse… You would have a clue… I am right beside you, my dear Shed no tear and have no fear Why do I have trust issues? Why do I go so much down the road to nowhere? Why do I roam in my muse When there’s nothing to spare? Do you even care? The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… What I have been through is rough and bittersweet Without you…here with me… It’s true — I love you unbearably so as I walk this street I’m a sea of blue, can’t you see? Have a heart of love and cheer Steer the wheel, so the waves of happiness draw near Why do I have trust issues? Why do I go so much down the road to nowhere? Why do I roam in my muse When there’s nothing to spare? Do you even care? The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… I’m hallow as a stone and as empty as a drum…crumbled like a crumb What have I become? I’m succumbing to numbness and feeling dumb I am sorry I have let you down Now, I am wearing this frown… Maybe I need to let you know what has happened to me lately… I would love it if someone like you would set me free from my anxiety Why do I have trust issues? Why do I go so much down the road to nowhere? Why do I roam in my muse When there’s nothing to spare? Do you even care? The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… Forevermore… You’re the one I adore… To the deepest core… Although our change is a challenging chore All the more… I tell myself — get a grip I tell you so many times — we’ll get through this hardship Why do I have trust issues? Why do I go so much down the road to nowhere? Why do I roam in my muse When there’s nothing to spare? Do you even care? The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… What more do I have in store? I won this wretched silent war What am I waiting for? I am as silent as the seashore Amongst the darkness evermore It appears that the sunshine is drowning in shadows Who knows where the blessed breeze blows The world has so many problems and I have some more to show And I know that I am lost painfully and scared to go with the glow Unfurl my happiness and cheer Endure this hardship, my lovely dear Have no fear… Shed no tear I am here…beside you… We will go through the storms together Through and through forever and ever Forgot to say I love you dearly… I am beside you forever happily… Now, I have trust towards you and now, we can reap the benefits cheerfully What about you to me? What do I need to do to earn it back completely? I am right here beside you Endure this hardship, baby I know you have been blue Have no fear and shed no tear for me…