I Am Confused

you ripped my heart out and threw it on the floor I don't know how to feel anymore You twisted me into your lies and deception I know I'm stronger then this,But i cant seem to get away your touch is so unforgettable but regrettable your kisses are breath taking but destructive I love the things you say to me, even though its all a lie some things feel so real, i don't know if i should believe you or leave you And for some reason I'm stuck you hurt me so much, but i keep coming back to you And i don't know why i cant ever seem to get you off my mind Your like a drug that i cant get off of Everyone tells me to get away from you, but i can't You got me bound to your heart and your heart only, I don't get why it cant be that way with you You tell me you love me, but i wonder do you tell the others the same My hearts tied in a knot, restricting me from feeling anything but numb I don't know what i want, the confusions growing deeper Digging its nails into my skin I sit and watch my tears fall to the floor, As i wonder if you hurt the same I need you, but i want to get rid or you I want you, but i don"t I love you, but i hate you I am confused