I Am

I am pitifully, hopefully in love I wonder if there will ever be a second chance I hear us laughing together as I lose my balance I see you smiling at me while I wait for my coffee I want to feel your hand in mine I am pitifully, hopefully in love I pretend sometimes that it never happened I feel lost without you talking to me every day I touch your face as you kiss me in my memory I worry that I'll never get to tell you any of this I cry every time that I think about you I am pitifully, hopefully in love I understand that things won't change I say to myself that I'll eventually be fine I dream that you're hugging me tightly and won't let go I try to make sure you never know I hope that I can one day tell you that I am pitifully, hopefully in love