I Always Return To You

Grieving, I shall rue the day when atop the hill I stand, alone with my memories, grasses swaying in the breeze. Tears on my cheeks, he'd once so tenderly caressed. A groan will escape my lips and I will fall to my knees, wistful, yet blessed for I'd held his love within my breast. Days to follow shall be visited with shadows and grief, the only smile 'pon my lips will come with thoughts of him. Too brief the moments when they'll linger and grant respite, for when our candle flame sputters, my world will be dim. Then, I'll beg the moon to help me through each lonely night. Lambent light to my eyes, each time he entered my door. We had a love unlike any ever kindled inside me before. We ran through tall blades of grass on that verdant hill, hand in hand, laughing like children, teasing and taunting. Every word he'd ever spoken, I will hear in his haunting. I'll hold one line sacred in mind, recalling when he wrote, "I always return to you," and thus, his love was bared. If that he could, I have no doubt indeed he would and find me waiting atop the trysting hill we shared, yearning for one more day, pleading for one more hour to lie beside him, savoring our splendor in the grass. There was innocence in our budding Revelation in our days of blossoming Jubilation in our weeks of blooming Mourning on the day of our withering
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Beaufort Avatar
July 23, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Hi Jenna, the passion comes through with a lot of strength. The grieving for loss never stops...it just gradually fades a bit as we move on with our lives. I suppose the desire to go back fades as we build a better present. I worked for a couple of decades in a place that I still drive past every week. I remember feeling some pain at losing the pleasure of that job after I had to leave it. Funny how that emotion faded over time. We do like having a project...even a project person. Smiles!!
Edmonds  Avatar
April 2, 2023 at 9:39 AM
Beautiful poetry Jenna, “cherished former exes are angels who even when unseen, scatter warm enchanted charm o'er your dreams.” ~ Belle
Logan Avatar
April 3, 2023 at 9:19 PM
Hi, Belle. Thanks for your kind thoughts, sweet lady.
M  Avatar
March 30, 2023 at 7:23 PM
Beautiful Boss! Debx
Logan Avatar
March 30, 2023 at 8:40 PM
Thank you bunches, Deb.
Kavanagh  Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 3:04 PM
Amazing how heartbreaking poems can sometimes be the most beautiful ones to read, but I may add, it depends on the skill of the poet in question, need I say more, your writing goes from strength to strength Jenna, cheers David
Logan Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 3:10 PM
You are such a loyal friend, David, and I value all of your comments. All of them are encouraging. Thank you.
Villalon Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 2:07 PM
The soul of the poem is in the keeper's heart that speaks. Time flies, but memories stay. Great poem you wrote here Miss Jenna. Strength to you! Cliff
Logan Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 2:11 PM
You've given me a comment I'd not thought of. A narration from a heart that knows it's about to be broken. That's quite a sensitive point of view. Thank you very much.
Turner Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 10:59 AM
It is extremely well written. I got a lump in my throat. The pain that accompanies grief never goes away, it is always there, just below the surface. A very moving poem, Jenna.
Logan Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 11:31 AM
Thank you for reading me, Daniel. Such emotion can't remain buried forever. Some song, some memory will always push it above the surface, and the pain stabs again. I'm very glad we're back in touch. Thank you.
Parker Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 10:04 AM
"trysting hill". Culmination of expectant enchanting ardor. Lovely lament for lost love, Belle. ~;o)
Parker Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 8:17 PM
Cry the tears, Belle. You deserve the relief and renewal.
Logan Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 10:17 AM
Such poetry takes a steady hand to write, eyes that do not fill with tears while trying to write, and the courage to do it in the first place. I had only one of the three. Thank you, AP.
Andresen Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 10:04 AM
- Heartbreakingly beautiful story, Jenna :) - hugs
Logan Avatar
March 29, 2023 at 10:18 AM
Thank you Anne-Lise. Your words are so very kind.
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