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I'm lost and confused, miss-treated and miss-used, Raped and abused, Unloved and refused. I was always being excused, I started doing drugs, Dating some thugs. I was being a tease, and getting pleased. I love that life now I'm stuck, in this rock. Restrained from the one I love. Screaming inside my mind, even though everyone thinks I'm fine. Crying myself to sleep every night, wishing the next day someone might be in sight. I was dropped in this town, to never be found. I was beaten I was raped I was unloved I was refused and most of all I was confused.