Hymn Of The Heart

How often do I hide in thick layers
of parading masks-- afraid to reveal
the hardened arrogance which denies 
a vanity ruled by a sordid season -
those matriarchal flaws , cracks from
transgressions, and lesions of anger 
over time's unhealed grievances.

I smile with resistance existing
through fragile acquaintances
to escape light's awakening 
that could lead me out of life's pretenses. 
So I hover drearily on bloodied nights 
and run into the woods searching
for sages even wise thieves , 
who could offer  me refuge
from this marrow sinking into
a litany of dirges, of love's requiem:

i must have grown dumb; I cannot 
hear these hibuscus hymns...not even
 tumbles of the song my soul never 
seeks could assuage all my snuffed evenings...
How this darkened mind lies
upon his leaving... still,
vagrant psalms from a bitter farewell 
bang  like a shrieking gong...without end
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Jones Avatar
August 16, 2026 at 4:25 AM
Belated congratulations on your win Nette! The poetic angst you paint for us is done well!
Sharma  Avatar
August 3, 2026 at 4:36 AM
Gosh, reading this again and I'm moved even more ~ what a truly aching and soul-hitting piece this is, dear Nette! You've spoken on the very complexities of life that keep us chained and make us resist the light of awakening. Everything is found within but we refuse to hear the voice of the soul! Sigh. That opening line was enough to captivate me "How often do I hide in thick layers of parading masks-- afraid to reveal the hardened arrogance which denies a vanity ruled by a sordid season -" and those matriarchal flaws! "hymns...not even tumbles of the song my soul never seeks could assuage all my snuffed evenings" gosh.. the season of the darkened mind! When everything is bleak! So evocatively expressed! Congratulations on your win in my first contest, sending you light and best wishes always 🌹🧜‍♀️✨🌙✨🧜‍♀️🌹
Rodrigues Avatar
July 24, 2026 at 8:05 PM
Love that final verse…hibiscus hymns, vagrant psalms, and final line. Great!
Rodgers Avatar
July 24, 2026 at 9:44 AM
Dear Nette, I love how you move through layers, masks, grievances, old wounds, and still manage to let a fragile music rise through the cracks. Beautiful work. Blessings, Daniel
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