Hurting

So many ups, so many downs Not enough smiles and to many frowns Hardly any laughter, always tears So much pain and hurt throughout the years At times all I need is comforted and hugged But in the end I feel no love Tired of the yelling and being called names Tired of feeling like Im going insane I reach out my hand and there's nobody there I have no one to talk to, nobody cares No one to wipe away my tears No one to help me face my fears No one to tell me it's gonna be ok But yet I stay instead of walking away Another night I cry myself to sleep There's no end in sight that I can see Maybe one day this will all go away But for now I feel pain each and everyday