Hurt

i've been torn down, my heart has been broken so many times, many nights i've laid in my bed wanting to die, crying myself to sleep, begging God to let let this be my last night of pain, and my last breath of air.. my body fill with hatred and pain cause God didn't comes through for me i just wanted the pain the pain to stop... so maybe tonight i'll get the courage to take life and end my suffering, the pain then i wont be so disappointed cause i wont wake another day......