Humoring Me Part 1

Oh muffin they say suck it up princess not knowing I'm a drama queen they tell me happily Life isnt fair Gag me with a spoon already look at your sense of humor i get attacked with at dirst caked with love and then if i protest a fetish and not interested in having some weirdo have his way with me the comedians i want to see go belly up break a leg and go on and i pray for the curtain to fall and the sweat beads then pour and the tears of rage and anger and confusion will later fall from my face with a sad realisation Here it is funny man witness your joke I'm actually dressed up in suicide I'm actually on antipsychotics and antidepressants that aren't working and that ledge you think is funny for me to be on your pushing me off of HA HA HA HA HA HA HA sarcastic loud slow laugh in youre face its not funny unless you meatphorically draw blood and someone hysterically ends up in tyhe emergency room its not amusing unless your better than me even if behind close doors you admit to all sorts of insanity and thats the sad reason I've spent thousands of salty teras with my head in my hands saying god is cruel