How Should I Feel

How should I feel when the world crashes at my feet? What am I supposed to think when i see my heart lost? How do I hold on to my pride when its been a defeat? What makes a man pick up and keep going even if he cannot take the cost? And my whole world is spinning down beneath me. I can still hear my soul calling because me needs me. And I ask myself, even toment and harrass myself. Only to bring me up and back down to the floor. I don't understand this thinking. Why would she rather be a whore? But it seems all my life is linking. And now my heart is burning.....right down to the core. But I fight my tears.....a constant blinking. Because I was sure I couldn't take it before