How I Want To Live

Sometimes my mind is clouded, and I can't see through. I don't know where to turn, and I don't know what to do. I'm disappointed in myself for my grades, but it was my choice. It was the game i choose to play. People make me mad, and people make me sick, But i'm always going to ride or die for my man, because I'm his down ass chick. I have big dreams that I'm going to make come true, but people don't take me seriously... ...if they only knew! People upset me, and make me mad. I can't ever seen to please anyone, while they all seem to make me sad. Through everything, by my side is my man... for I have no doubt that doing my wrong, is his plan. I guess this is life, and this is how it is. But as long as my man is by my side... This... is how I want to live.