How I Feel

I can't even remember the last time that I been happy. Things have ben going wrong wit my baby daddy. I'm lost broken,confused. I wish that I actually had a clue. I'm so torn part and I don't know where 2 start 2 get it back 2 the way it should be. I feel that love DOES'NT want 2 love me. Cause every time I think i'm in love it turn out 2 be heart ache. I'm trying 2 give my all but it DOES'NT seem 2 be good enough. The harder I try the rougher it gets , the harder I fall. My soul has been crushed and broken down 2 much of nothing. I'm starting 2 think love anit worth much of anything. Is it really worth finding the one I want 2 be my KING?