How Does It Feel

How Does it feel? Being without you is like a wound that won't stop bleeding An infectious yearning wanting & NEEDING Like a band aid being ripped off without any warning Like last call on Sunday night at 2 in the morning Like a hollow hole in the ground that's infinite Like wearing out your "good" sweats that no longer fit Like your boss yapping on and on endlessly Like a stubborn lock that won't open without its key Like a Hail Mary pass with the game on the line Like a dying friend who's running out of time It's like when there's no toilet paper left when u already sat down Like when everyone says "cheer up" when all u wanna do is frown It's like BAD days when nothing ever goes right It's feeling for your side of the bed every night It's the projects you just haven't gotten to just yet It's the taste of their lips that you will NEVER quitE Forget It's the mile long weekly to do list It's like blowing out the candles but never getting your wish It's like trying to stay as busy as possible with this or that It's the CONSTANT feeling of this monkey on your back It's like a criminal holding you against your will It's the empty space in my heart that ONLY real love can fulfill It's your part time job weather you want it or not It's being wrapped in your arms and KNOWING what I got It's the dreams of "Someday" that you cling to for dear life It's the fantasy of becoming your future wife It's that one mistake that your ashamed of and deeply regret It's hoping you FEEL how much I LOVE u and that you never will forget It's constant missing holidays and seasonal smiles It's feeling your here within my heart despite thousands of miles It's a deserted beach dark and desolite beneath the oceans tide It's believing we are special and just going with the VIBES It's the last scoop of your favorite ice cream It's waking up sweating from the same creepy dream It's a soul crushing NEED to feel you and hold you tight It's like apologizing when deep down you Know your right It's the eye of the storm just have to grab on and hold tight It's tenacity and NEVER giving up without a FIGHT It's pitch black darkness when u forgot a flashlight It's the CERTAINTY when you KNOW you have FINALLY found your MR RIGHT ITS seeing it al come to fruition and leading TOGETHER a HAPPY life