Heather Foster Poet I do not know?

How Do I Compete Against M.S.?

How do I compete against M.S.?                                  How do I win a losing battle?
Just knowing I'm forever getting killed...                                 Over my mistakes...
and to all those I Love...              especially to my Boy's...
I deserve it all!               I hope this is my reimbursement...                 My Karma...
Paying for all my Hate...                    Anger...                                  and my Lies...
So no one feel sorry for me...                      Unfortunately it is for my Loved ones...
To deal with...                       and clean up after...                       I am truly sorry...
That you all have to deal with...                              Any of it!!!

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Barbara Gorelick June 21, 2009 at 8:38 PM Dear Heather..this made me cry. I have MS, luckily relapsing-remitting type. I know the frustration you feel when you have to be dependent. Write, Write, Write..it will help..those are your words, no one elses..in that way you can be indepentdent. Write me on Soup Mail if you feel like youd like to talk. BG

Diane Christian June 21, 2009 at 10:07 AM aww a sad but powerful write, ms can be treated and it can be even healed, it is tireing and very painful and i pray you will get well I pray you find strength to pull through, truly from the botom of my heart, God bless you from diane

Heather Foster June 21, 2009 at 9:04 AM Multiple Sclerosis

Sajdah Al-Riyami June 21, 2009 at 8:55 AM M.S?