How Did I Get Here

How did I get here It seems to be a bit fuzzy All the years that have gone by Why.... did I worry about everthing being perfect Why did it stress me out? I have so much doubt Sometimes I wonder what is or who Im talking about relaxation and stress free is what life I wanted for me But why did I choose to be at the End of the rope With always having hope That the ones in my life Will devote as much time and effort That i strive for in each and everything I guess one thing Im learning is that each individual isn't like me They don't think or act the same as me Some people think life is just a breeze I love the person I am Just don't appreciate dealing with all the debris