How Could I Be So Stupid

How could I be so stupid thought they scolded me learnt this is a way to love worth as they gave me life on this earth. How could I be so stupid thought I can't study maths learnt I'm good at accounts than it worth as I knew what's best for me. How could I be so stupid thought friends always are right learnt they too are of my age though worth to know my parents always correct me. How could I be so stupid thought they ruined my life learnt new ways of people to cheat worth it was to never repeat the mistake. How could I be so stupid thought I lost my freedom learnt he was my mate for the long walk Worth to love someone I never thrived for. How could I be so stupid thought I lost my job learnt to revive my passion again worth it was to pursue my real dream. How could I be so stupid thought my kids never cared for me learnt they have their own lives now Worth at last to spend free time with my soulmate.