Housewife

Who m I just a housewife Without any dreams Or ambitions in life So what if I was good with ciphering game I got stucked while deciphering life aim Now I use my mathematical skills Only to calculate household bills So what if I was good with studies I failed to keep close buddies Now Im lost in a lonely planet With no friends by my side And desire to read is buried deep inside So what if sports was my passion I was told it can never be ambition It was time when running was my life Now I feel I’m running from life.. So what if I was trendy then Latest clothes accessories were always in hand Now I just don’t go shopping ever What’s in trend I never care Moving ahead is the rule of life Leaving behind all good and bad time Now I have new relation to grow New home with new responsibility to show Who m I and what I earn What’s my identity I’m trying to learn All my certis are closed in a file Even I had forgotten them for while I’m a housewife working 24×7 Trying to make home as heaven Learning things I had never seen From cooking food to making house clean I use to make list of my dreams Things to achieve and places to see I make list even now Wht to purchase from where and how I feel something eating me from within Making my soul suffocating With passing time I lost myself my dreams, my aim my self-confidence My knowledge is always questionable I’m always found incapable Who m I just a housewife Without any dreams Or ambitions in life