House of Mirrors
The experiences
Of my past
Influences my mind
In all directions
So much tension
Goes distorted
Not knowing the true and false
Midst of hallucination
Amongst fact and fiction
Tangled up
Twisted wires
Functioing in my brain
Being fear
Thought people hate me
For my inefficiency
Haunting me
Being burden in their eyes
Keeping
Reacting
Like a mad woman
Tightened chest
Grasping
Racing thoughts
Escalating
To the mountains of screams
Cannot take it
Fists into punches
Going front
Without hestitation
Glass shatters all over
Shard cuts
On me
Till last one
Away from crazy maze
Realizing hidden reasons
Causing my mind
To go wild
Being embarassed
Yet glad
It is so clear to me
Fixing whatever I can
Even the past haunts me
It can wait
See me walk away
Not able to hear it anymore
© Sue Sanzz 2020
Copyright © Sue Sanzz | Year Posted 2020
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