House of Mirrors

The experiences Of my past Influences my mind In all directions So much tension Goes distorted Not knowing the true and false Midst of hallucination Amongst fact and fiction Tangled up Twisted wires Functioing in my brain Being fear Thought people hate me For my inefficiency Haunting me Being burden in their eyes Keeping Reacting Like a mad woman Tightened chest Grasping Racing thoughts Escalating To the mountains of screams Cannot take it Fists into punches Going front Without hestitation Glass shatters all over Shard cuts On me Till last one Away from crazy maze Realizing hidden reasons Causing my mind To go wild Being embarassed Yet glad It is so clear to me Fixing whatever I can Even the past haunts me It can wait See me walk away Not able to hear it anymore © Sue Sanzz 2020