Hopeless

she said it never happened it's all in your head well tell me mommy why do I want him dead? because for years he has used me,abused me and I have shown no signs of wanting to die but I'm done pretending begging for a so called happy ending for him to die in a burnt out rage as my own father he sent me in a daze my minds racing an I stay stuck in a maze he's the happy father that was never called crazed it's more then the past it's my everyday life do you know he touches me mommy when you sleep at night well you said just to lock the door but he picks it put something infront of it and he kicks it So tell me it never happened as he fails the test what side of daddy did you like best? the sweet heart that rapped me the cunning mind that hates me the hands that take me or the smile that violates me because mommy you said for years anyone would be lucky to have a man like him so every man would be luckly to have thoughts so dim? I'll tell you mommy he's just a fake he is one of the most fatal and flawed mistakes