Hopeful Solitude

I am sitting on the stairs.

The people upstairs make me feel nervous,
They always stink of beer and spit,
When they speak down at me.
I am a duck surrounded by vicious seagulls,
They peck at the feathers,
On my back/my wings.

I am sitting on the stairs.

The people downstairs make me feel scared.
They are always shouting,
Not always at me, at each other.
I am stood in NO mans’ land
With the insults and cutlery flying,
Past my head like bullets.

I am sitting on the stairs.

This is my place.
I know I am unwanted.
I am happier alone.
Here I can think, read, 
I even play cards with myself.
My only friend is me,
I am safe here, on the stairs.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Dalei Avatar
April 3, 2016 at 9:06 PM
Hi Charlotte, Welcome to poetry soup. It is a nice platform to express ur view through poem. Here we encourage each other to enhance confidence.It is nice to have a poet like u. Wish u a fruitful journey ahead. Take care.......hugs.
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April 4, 2016 at 12:45 PM
Thank you.
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April 3, 2016 at 5:29 PM
Charlotte, Welcome to Poetry soup, I hope you enjoy the community. Here, you will find friendly poets who enjoy supporting one another. I myself, enjoy reading and commenting those who want to be read. The only time I give constructive criticism is when a poet desires it. However, if for some reason the poem is not my field I will guide you to someone who is more qualified than I. Stop by and read one of my poems if you like. My poems are not perfect, but I have a feeling you might like one. I encourage you to check out the contest page and read to receive comments. Tell me a little about your poetic skills if you like. It will be my pleasure to follow and read every poem you post from here on :) We are Lucky To Have you. Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@
Prentis  Avatar
April 4, 2016 at 12:46 PM
Thank you.
Allison Avatar
April 3, 2016 at 2:33 PM
Your poem brought a lump to my throat Charlotte especially the first stanza with the images of the birds - a heartbreaking write on child abuse:-( hugs Jan xx
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April 4, 2016 at 12:45 PM
Thank you.
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