Hope

Hope, that has kept me alive Hope, that has kept me sane Hope, that made me insane Hope, that allows me to breathe Hope, that suffocates me Hope, that my child survives Hope, that makes me breathe Hope, that the sun shines tomorrow Hope, that it rains on time Hope, that the birds wake up again Hope, that I am alive tomorrow Hope, that my body doesn’t rot Hope, that you exist Hope, that our eyes met Hope, that you shared what i felt Hope, that I will make it through Hope, that I won’t jump out of a building tomorrow Or take rat poison or gas myself Hope, that things don’t turn too much Hope, that I make it through Hope, that I will wake up again Hope, that you will read this Hope, that I am dead Hope, that I am alive Hope, that my dead body still breathes Hope, that I don’t kill myself tomorrow