Hope

Rock bottom 
People talk about it like they know what it means
Have I been there 
I know I've been close
But I believe there is still farther to go down
But just how much farther 
Something tells me I just might find out
No matter how far I've fallen I always manage to drag myself to slightly more stable ground
My knees staining the ground below rusty with my blood
Bone showing through flesh
A pain I no longer feel
I've become numb to most sensation 
Like a protective barrier a bubble around my heart
Slowly I get to my feet and begin the careful administration of my wounds
Past scars a testament to battles fought and won
My ability to stand at all no longer a shock
My growing knowledge of stitching jagged wounds and setting shattered bones has been battle born
I am proud of these scars and these skills
I don't think I believe in rock bottom after all 
I will not succumb until I'm dead 
This journey finally over and the next yet to begin
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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September 19, 2019 at 4:29 PM
Heather this is so well written. The line 'something tells me I just might find out' explains exactly how you feel when you have experienced bad times. Doesn't mater how well you are doing there is always a lingering doubt that you will return to that place. Excellent poem...Ron xx
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