Honesty

It's hard to let go it's even harder to see when the person that's lying is really me. I shout and I yell and I make people mad then I get angry then I get sad I'm frustrated, I'm confused I really want my friends to stay but I push and I push until I push them away. It seems I have a problem so starting today I must learn to accept what happens in life even if I don't mt my way I don't know who I am I don't remember who I was but learning to be me again would definitely help my cause call this a poem or call it a prayer but this is the 4th 5th 6th chance and there's someone who's still here for me and for them i want to do the truth again because if i can't i'll continue losing my friends.