Honestly

I got many rivals I’m always hiding in shadows Searching for scripture to read And meditate from my bible I have a diagnosis Your thinking a poor prognosis But that is ok I know the one Who can fix my psychosis I don’t claim a victory But I do have some liberty With the faith in the son Who overcame deaths misery People make fun of me Which feeds insecurity I put up a front Deep down inside I am lonely I want your acceptance But I get your rejections So I turn to the Father Who gives me protection I work with a den of wolves Their bellies are never full Tearing me down with those Insults its terrible You say I am a loser But I am not a drug user I’m trying to win souls But they keep acting like boozers Many times I have faltered Feel like quitting I’m altered Pick myself up once again On my knees at the altar I got no excuses Devils says I am useless But I will still follow the Lord Keep up with and choose it Not trying to be right yo Just enduring the fight though Peaks and valleys part of Life must go on to the end so We all got a history But the cross is the mystery He took all the sin so That we could go freely So don’t listen to users They’re wicked abusers They follow their master and His name is Accuser! I’ll keep slaying these idols And give back God his title And keep reading the stories He gave in the Bible My emotions don’t own me Depression and anxiety I turn it over in prayer And I live life joyfully My emotions don’t own me Fear and anger and sadness I send up those prayers And give him the madness My emotions don’t own me.. My emotions don’t own me..