Holiday Tears
'Tis Christmas time once again
And much to my everlasting chagrin
I cannot seem to stop the tears
No matter the passing years.
Christmas used to be such fun
The kids up before the rising sun.
Smiles, giggles, and what not
To see what Santa had brought.
Wrapping paper everywhere
No one had a single care
For it was Christmas Day
Their one day to just play.
I awake now with a groan
As now I feel I am all alone.
No visible happiness to share
Nothing, but this utter despair.
There is no imminent joy
Neither tree nor even a toy
As this day, yet again is here
I clearly have no holiday cheer.
At work I do smile
But nothing worthwhile
As you look into my eyes
The smile is one of many lies.
No one seems to care
About my growing despair
Or have I kept it hid so well
That no one sees my secret hell?
Whatever the case may be
Pain will not let go of me.
There are no happy cheers
For me, there is just these holiday tears.
Copyright © Kristy De La Keur Scoville | Year Posted 2009
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