Holes I Have Fallen To

(07/11/2011) How my life got this bitter Only one can be blamed on Everybody says I need to move on Huh!-move on and hurt won’t go together Inside too many holes I have fallen to But never found which one called true Once I was drunkenned in the hole of blue By his deep stare and charismatic hue I was sticked on him, one-so-called love was the glue Then on my heart, he nailed a trace Bleeded to struggle, I climbed off the hole Yet, still I believed of love itself was grace I could only pray of better love for my soul Another time, I fell into twilight colored hole Inside was a man full of intrigues He made me feel I was a whole, Before my fragile heart inflicted by his conflicts He pushed me away off the cliff My heart was getting stiffer I cried inside, he shooed me to leave He loved me, not as much as to his liquor The third, fourth, fifth and so on Never led me to pure heart to open Tempted by false lusts always happened How can I get to be this bad? Blinded heart is a high way to that