Hole In My Soul
theres a hole in my soul
feel numb and cold
damn am i going insane
there is only rage and pain
maybe i'm not to understand
cause i'm only just a man
mixed thoughts, insecurities
this what becomes me
try an try to explain
my thoughts and words just go in vain
no one believes in me no one will understand
just do what i do if i can i can
always was told we aint worried bout you
knew i would find a way to get through
so many struggles trouble and strife
make me just want just end my life
surprised, even the strong get weak too
imagine if thats what i wanted to do
who would miss me whom would care
go around every day like i'm not there
just wanna be free no more pain for you or me
everything i've done would be gone
if you love me give a chance to speak
cant keep holdin it in rage begins to seep
sometimes cant explain what i did stuff for
mind always going feel like a mental whore
feel like i'm trapped in my mind
feel like i'm lost stuck and behind
stop running a long time ago trouble follows whever i go
everything i touch turns to crap
people you love seem to get out the trap
lost and turned out sream at the sky i always shout
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!!!!!!!
HOW MUCH MORE DO I GOTTA GO THRU!!!!!!!!
CANT YOU SEE MY PAIN MY MISERY
or are you just laughing at me
there is a hole in my soul that just wont heal
too much to handle dont know whats real
cant take back anything i've said
writings on the wall an its all red
God dont let my seed be like me
messed up and lost for all eternity
No one can look in my eyes an really see
the pain just consumes me
tell you i'm ok but i'm really not
stay to myself continue to just rot
where is the place where i can be free
not a place but inside me
so filled with stife and agony
nothing seems to matter or get to me
but it does you see
not gonna burden not one soul
just lost an hurt with this hole.........................
Copyright © D. Goings | Year Posted 2011
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