Holding Back

Even when I know you you are not with me dude I shower myself over you ;A million times more, even when you tell me the time will pass I stay there capturing every moment with my heart, even though you say you dont get attached holding yourself acting out to be too hard. I realized MY feelings are not the culprit true intensions don’t have no reasons to hold back. Even your stabbing me back doesnt affect the things inbuilt in us doesn’t disaapear so fast Coz goodness got no reason to make excuses the past and what you have learnt all through those abuses can not make you a less human ,AND a less attached.  You gotta learn that ,You gotta live  you gotta feel bad ,once you understand how much on you have I believed. How long will you tell me I am emphasizing way too far Pitying on my feelings wont get you too: too far. Even when you say you cant trust on people what I am tryinna tell is trust your feelings Your kindness ,An effort ,A day less than just to deal on. Coz goodness got no reasons to make excuses Remember you are far more than what you think you believe in. There are boundaries to chase ,Crashing hurt to experience you cant just wear a parachute and just keep walking. So I am an Infinite ,giving doesn’t deceive me  And a Zero you think you are Inside out you have distinguished your walls, Even though you say you don`t get attached Holding Back is the forced delay from The nutshell that you are making to break too hard.