His Last Concert

I wasn't there to hear the choir
though once I sang with them,
but I still think of Holliday
at closing--cadence coming up
and his conducting stern, impassive
just as always
with the same authority,
demanding and receiving 
absolute attention,
pulling them along .

What were his thoughts, I wonder,
amid those final glorious moments
of polyphony?

And then again the homophonic chords 
resolving with "amen,"
his gaze still far away,  aside,
when just before the cutoff
he would turn, perhaps,
to look directly at the singers
--that faintest hint of smile appearing,

wrists in last release,
the frame of stillness introduced...
hands in the air...
four seconds of suspended time
and he stepped down
to face the last applause,
what then?

Without success, I understand,
they asked him back as guest
in those successive years
but knew as well as he,
in cadence there is no reprise.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Mac Donald Avatar
August 21, 2012 at 9:00 AM
What was his first name, Dean? I was doing a web crawl, but came up with many unlikely Halliday candidates.:( Wonderful that he has this acclaimed respect and admiration! Wishing you the best!! Love, Mikki
Ludden Avatar
August 21, 2012 at 9:09 AM
Robert Holliday. He was a college choir director. St. Paul, Minn. Don't know how much is there. He's been dead for nearly 20 years.
Austin Avatar
August 20, 2012 at 12:48 PM
Sounds like Robert Shaw, except, with Shaw, there would be no smile. Good stuff. Love, daver
Ludden Avatar
August 20, 2012 at 12:56 PM
Indeed, I found out later that Shaw was an admirer of Mr. Holliday, and certainly Holliday's smiles were very rare, and faint when we got one.
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