Hidden Truth

my tears cant tell my hidden scars but my arms can why isnt life everything i thought it would be? some days im alright and others im soo unhappy things always go wrong buh i have my happy days i remember laughing and smiling everyday now its only once in a while well i always have my fake smile and my real tears my real pain my real fears even when it hurts i can never tell you the truth everything in my past if only i could open up that part of me i know i can be I love you very much it hurts me to know i hurt you and for that im sorry when i look at you my heart falls for you over and over in your arms is where i belong its where i wanna be where i know i will finally be truly happy