Hidden Truth

So many judge without a thought following the easy route put forth direction created by those I accuse once friends whom I removed but how long ago no one asks EIGHT YEARS AGO in the past eight years since they saw me last in my silence they place a mask Colino, Dom, Kev, we fell out then we fell out but they say it didn't happen and as I stayed quiet they be yapping telling the world I'll be back again and that I'm taking time out because my mind needs a time out as it's mentally collapsed in doubt and broken from the drugs about I'm sick of this being seen as fact said goodbye in 2013 and didn't go back not cus I needed time to get back on track but because I was sick of being treated crap I snuck out the day Archers arm was put in a cast when Cols pulled the gas pipe and caused a blast the day I snuck out the hallway when I asked Lauren "shut the door quietly" as I escaped fast Told her don't tell them til ten minutes have passed when Colino rang me saying I'd upset her demanding I return as his anger massed controlling as usual but the control was over I was gone, telling Lauren before hand I wouldn't be back but she didn't understand listening to Dom "he wants attention man" always desperate for it and always the plan Later Wendy rings me saying Colino's being odd trying to pack for his travels saying "it's Trim's job" like I work for him and need to serve the sod as I told Wendy "thanks but that's your lot" I made it clear the bond was broken but Colino's pride or weed he's smoking created events that the world soaked in making people see my truth as jokin For years he's made out we're the best of friends now can't understand the way I act to them promotes himself the good guy to help me mend playing the victim when I choose to offend how many years should I stay away before people note his puzzle don't fit in place think for yourself they clearly ain't my mates yet they say they are, you wonder why I'm crazed as everybody now believes their story call me mad with the one I put forward involving Durbz so they all deplore me though not there BUT I WAS AND I SAW IT he hung himself but as the boys report it they were great and only Rayanne caused it I WAS THERE AND THE TRUTH IS AWKWARD they were nasty to him and I also endured it When I left they all changed the story painted me strange and it remains the drawing and when I tell the truth you'd rather ignore me my 1 & only story