Hidden Thoughts

What happened to me? How did I get here? Where did I mess up? I wish I could just leave This place and Never look back. I wish I could just Go away to Another world. No one knows how I Feel inside. I put on a smile And give a laugh Just to cover all the pain And hurt in my Heart. I can't even feel anymore. I can't even cry. I'm screaming inside, But no one Can hear my cries. Why do I feel soo alone? Why do I feel soo empty? I just can't do this anymore.... I can't handle the Burdens. It's all tearing me up And I'm just falling apart. What have I done? What have I done? Is there anyone Who can save me? Please, I need help. Is there anyone who can Hear my cries? Just don't watch me fall And not help me back up! Please, I'm begging you!! HELP ME!!! Can't you see it in my eyes? Can't you hear it in my Cries? Can't you feel the pain That's in my heart? Don't ignore me-- Don't shut me out. I'm pleading, I'm begging. Before it's too late- Don't ignore my cries. Don't ignore my screams. Don't ignore my pains. The anger, confussion, depression. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I'm slipping away -- Slowly I'm drowing. My heart and soul Are burning. Can you hear me? What is wrong with you? What is wrong with me? I'm hurting soo bad. Please- just give me A chance. Don't leave me- Help me. I'm here. I'm waiting. I'll keep praying-- I'll keep holding on. I'll keep hoping- Please try. There goes another tear, I'm dying inside. I'm still here. I'm still waiting. I'll keep praying.