Hidden Emotions
Your Distance is confusing
as you speak I know
there is so much more to be told.
Looking through your eyes
past that empty look
is hard to see
For you have closed your doors
and tuned your back on the world
Though you say nothing is wrong
and that its tears of happiness
you say you cry
But your windows are darkened
so full or uncertanity
I only wish you would
let me see through
Your mind,it works
mysteriously as those
of a magicians secrets
not wanting anyone to know
the truth behind it all
Because to do so
would only unmask
what has been hidding beneath
the imposter you have become
Looking for that easy way out
you always thought you would find
you run from a past
you say you want to forget
because of the pain
that was inflicted upon you
At the same time
you refuse to let go
of the memories
and that dark past
that has got best of you
and still haunts your mind
Because the trust you once had
was taken from you,and lost,
unable to restore itself
to its fullest
turning you into
your own worst enemy
you hesitste to even think
about the future
and what happiness you may find
You walk arround
with this fake smile
but I know better
I can see right through you
I've been there before
I use to be just like you
not knowing how
or where to begin
to pick up the pieces
and get on with the life
I once knew
before I hit rock bottom
But if you fill me
with your worry
bathe me in your dark light
I shall recouperate
knowing that I have you
and that I have loved you
past your pain
Copyright © Jessica Kear | Year Posted 2008
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