Here We Go Again

I can honestly say I love her But not the shut that comes out of her mouth Been thru many things many games Sex ain't what it's about Maybe from the dumb chickens that left stitches I'm falling apart And as I try to give my all I'm mistaken my brain with my heart Apparently I'm dumb founded in ways that make me behave Like home training been lacking these days Now confusion settles in Watching things go around the merry go round And my will bends My pride I amend My knees are made to kneel so I'm back down humbling again But yet it's not enough I'm making more and more Apathy between the 2 of us as I implore That a change must happen But whenever the mouth open Seems to be felt that I need a duck taped wrapping To shut the trap up And deal with the uff Maybe I need to go back to seal all the thoughts That wanna spark another altercation And just remind myself to be patient Because I see all the others in line just waiting But if I verbalized that I'm stupid j/s So I must shut my trap Say nothing I think that's been the reason for all the other mess Because every time with everyone I'm relating the same shyt Thinking it's better if I eat 38 sandwich And be less of a problem for everyone So they can live rich I try and make my life with my wife And be selfless To adhere to the words that flow from her quick And have an understanding of the other half My half my partner my addition against the division in which I subtract myself from the mass and even one day multiply If it's seen thru the eyes of what the lord have in store for this guy I don't know what it is I do wrong Or even why But my emotions is what has me to write.......peace