Here I Go

I think I know myself At least that's what I used to think, Till you came and I was overwhelmed By the things we did together, I started finding a different me That I never knew existed Before it was you and me I loved the way it was all so normal Yet so abnormal, In every possible way, You made me question myself, wanting me to define myself? So here I go I m special So wonderful Pretentiously beautiful I can be colorful Sometimes even powerful But can't seem to gather how I was also Such a fool. I used to agree too much Pretending I don't care as such Hurting myself by the slightest touch, Keeping my emotions tied up in a bunch. But now I know the truth That there is nothing wrong with me It was always how it was meant to be I loved the way people looked at us and chortle, Like we were some clowns, Making everything normal, Yet abnormal, In every possible way, You made me question myself, wanting me to define myself? So here I go I m special So wonderful pretentiously beautiful I can be colorful Sometimes even powerful But can't seem to gather how I was also a fool. I love everything Way too easily Until it all started to click That we weren't what I thought we were I just saw it quite dreamily Now I know it wasn't my imagination Just as I repeated our every conversation In my mind was all a fairytale fiction And I realized it as just a contradiction. How I wish I'd have seen it sooner? When all you did was Enumerate throughout my imagination You made me question myself, wanting me to define myself? So here I go I m special So wonderful pretentiously beautiful I can be colorful Sometimes even powerful But can't seem to gather how I was also a fool.